I just don't get it sometimes. Its hard to explain. Its almost like i'm just "here" sometimes. I think i let people walk over me with the hope that things change. Different semester, same stuff.

I just wish sometimes i could start over. Everything. New college, new friends..everything.

Im really hard on myself sometimes i think. I have faults i know that. Everyone does. I just wish i knew what they were. For someone who knows a lot of people, im still having a tough time reading people. I thought i knew, but no...i just told myself that i did. Truth is, i still have a lot of learning to do.

I want to go back home.

Give me a sign....a something....anything.